Scrolling through food blogs after not eating for 4 days…
So there’s this girl that I am deeply attracted to. She and I have a great relationship together and we both know it. I honestly do whatever I can to make her happy and when I’m with her, I feel loved, cared for, and like I am free to be me without fear of rejection or anything. I’ve thought about it and I would be extremely happy taking our relationship to the next level. When another guy broke her heart earlier this year, I wanted nothing more than to show her how she should be treated properly.
But I have also come to the realization that I honestly can’t tell her how I feel. She is graduating in May and I will be stuck at school for another 2+ years. Once she graduates, she will be working at camp for troubled kids in Tennessee and I don’t want to keep her partially attached to someone far away and also try to whole-heartedly serve a bunch of kids that need her. I would feel awful trying to build our relationship while she is miles away doing something she is so passionate about. I would rather be a far off friend that she can remember while helping kids than a far off boyfriend with whom she rarely speaks because of conflicting schedules.
They say if you really love someone, you’ll let them go, even if it hurts. So I’m doing the right thing by not telling her how I feel, right?